Sending all my thoughts and love to Kenna today.
Showing posts with label It's tough to be a working mom. Show all posts
Showing posts with label It's tough to be a working mom. Show all posts
Monday, April 11, 2011
Friday, September 17, 2010
permission
The internet is a crazy thing.
I love it and hate it all in the same breath.
I love catching up with people, blogs and my friends.
I love making friends.
I love that I am documenting little bits and pieces of our lives. (i am a HORRIBLE journal writer)
I love that I can google anything at any time of day and find an answer to a random piece of trivia.
I hate that I spend time on my computer that I could be spending with my family.
I hate that I feel like I have to get permission to take a break.
I hate that I feel guilty for not commenting on blogs or facebook.
I hate that I feel guilty over not posting on my blog.
I guess what I am trying to say is that I may or may not be around for while. I am still figuring out the working mom and wife thing. I am probably going to be a horrible friend for awhile. (you can still text me or email me anytime - and please do)
Eventually I will try, try again.
Until then, I might be here and there every now and again, but for right now, I need to get rid of the guilt. I realize no one cares if I post or not or if I comment, but I guess this is me giving myself permission.
I can go a week or two without logging on to the internet. It's OKAY! I will survive without knowing what is happening in everyones lives. It's okay if I don't go back and read a weeks worth of facebook updates. (yes, I am lame)
Hopefully I will be back soon with GUILT-FREE posts.
Until then, I'll be chillin' with my favorite boys and trying to be a better wife and mother.
I love it and hate it all in the same breath.
I love catching up with people, blogs and my friends.
I love making friends.
I love that I am documenting little bits and pieces of our lives. (i am a HORRIBLE journal writer)
I love that I can google anything at any time of day and find an answer to a random piece of trivia.
I hate that I spend time on my computer that I could be spending with my family.
I hate that I feel like I have to get permission to take a break.
I hate that I feel guilty for not commenting on blogs or facebook.
I hate that I feel guilty over not posting on my blog.
I guess what I am trying to say is that I may or may not be around for while. I am still figuring out the working mom and wife thing. I am probably going to be a horrible friend for awhile. (you can still text me or email me anytime - and please do)
Eventually I will try, try again.
Until then, I might be here and there every now and again, but for right now, I need to get rid of the guilt. I realize no one cares if I post or not or if I comment, but I guess this is me giving myself permission.
I can go a week or two without logging on to the internet. It's OKAY! I will survive without knowing what is happening in everyones lives. It's okay if I don't go back and read a weeks worth of facebook updates. (yes, I am lame)
Hopefully I will be back soon with GUILT-FREE posts.
Until then, I'll be chillin' with my favorite boys and trying to be a better wife and mother.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
life is officially busy
Crazy busy.
Until I can balance and figure out how to be a working mom, wife and me, I might be mostly non-existent for awhile (I realize there are a lot of amazing working moms out there. You are amazing and I don't know how you do it. I wanna be more like you!).
It's tough to go to work, come home and only have three hours to spend with Gage. This week? He has slept at least two of those hours away. I am hoping we can push back his bedtime a little so I can spend more time with him. Sadly, he is the one who sets him bedtime and this little babe loves sleep.
I hope to be back as the new and improved me, soon.
Until then?
Miss me.
:)
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